Note to self

Never get together with someone that:

1. Thinks you’re fat


it’s so rare to feel joy, joy from the Lord is indeed a blessing.


End of 2012

This year has ended on a very low point for me and I have reached this stage that I totally lost myself. after speaking to my Pastor, he told me to pen all my feelings down somewhere so that I can take this as a learning point as I move forward.

I have so many unanswered questions.

Aren’t we all christians? shouldn’t we learn to forgive and forget? when we are with someone, shouldn’t they love you for you and accept everything about you? what did I do that made you so angry?

I can’t go on. hurts too much


If you would be loved, love and be lovable

Hi Everyone,

It’s been some time since I blogged. :) I have many updates :D

Eugene’s Birthday

So Eugene’s birthday past in Aug and I took a day off to get everything ready for him. I want it to be a good time for just the two of us to enjoy each other’s company and eat. LOL

Made him my famous aglio olio pasta which I always use to made in aussie for him and his favourite luncheon meat and baked beans with lots of other food.

awww man, now I’m hungry.

Bintan 2012 with my fellow Singex colleagues.

I have been spending a lot of time with my colleagues lately for trips and other outside activities. lol, well anyway, Bintan was different. Going with a different group of people is really a different experience.

So we stayed at a villa, thanks to our wonderful boss and we had some fun with hanging out and talking about life, work and all. It was a good way to distress after our tiring event. But yeah, it only lasted 3 days then we went back to work and boy was that NOT enough. I needed to just relax a bit more, but back to work it is with another event. :s Life of an event planner haha.


After my event, I was glad that I managed to squeeze in some time to have a cute flowery photoshoot with them. :D this was lots of fun/awkward moments/hot day but at the end of it I think we enjoyed ourselves. LOL

Here are some sneak peeks. :) I think some were okay, while others could have been better haha.


Wedding Planning. :D

This week also gave me time to meet up with loads of people to plan events and I had the yummy’s truffle pizza by far from Da Palo. YUMS! (Thanks Nick and Juan!)

Catching up with friends. :D

Managed to catch up with:





This just finished today, so you are getting HOT UPDATES. LOL.

Me and my other team mates went to participate in the RACE ME 2012 for Mediacorp, and it will be broadcasted on the 21st September 2012!! so stay tuned and don’t laugh at me when you see my fat face on TV LOL.

So we started building and if you see our competition, you will think what on earth are we doing. But as events people, no time to go and build nice nice, so we named ourselves "THE RECYCLABLES" because all the materials we used were from our past shows, brochures and all and we spent $0 on material. LOL

Thanks to the wonderful support from my fav Singex team. :D

Here are some shots of our competition. Don’t judge la, we spend 1 hour. HAHA

We even got support from our colleague’s kids who were super excited for us. LOL




More team Pictures. :D

Saw/met many stars!

YAY WE WON…. NOTHING. Nevertheless, I love my team! WE DID WELL!!!


Okay, as you can see I have been super busy and I hardly got to see Eugene this week, but when we did, it was lots of fun. :D

Faces of Eugene.. Please feel free to laugh because I did. WAHAHAHA

Then we were to Franc Franc, love this place because everything is so pretty and I want everything in my house. Even the giant 250,000 dollars chair. HAHAHAHA

Lovely items that are so cute. :D

Eugene gave me the Marry Me perfume, do you think it’s time? HAHAHA, NAH I JUST ASKED HIM TO GET IT FOR ME. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH, SMELL SO NICE. I  Still <3 you, even though we sometimes fight. :) Thanks for everything, may you give me more things we grow closer to each other. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Hope I did not shock you. wahahahahahaha

Have a great week!



My thoughts, not yours :)_Harry Potter Exhibition

HELLO EVERYONE! I am home especially early today because I just needed to get out the office, so after finishing all of my work, I have decided to blog about what happened a few weeks back. :D


I was super de duper excited and I could not wait for this day to come, I was just excited to see what Daniel has been doing for the past 10 years. So Shu and Joyce came along for the wonderful journey to the land of AMAZING!


Harry and Me!

So we got our tickets, and yes 20 dollars pricey and all but to me I thought it was very worth it! Before I went for this exhibition, so many people have told me it sucked, I can finish it in 20 mins, it’s not amazing, waste of money…etc so I went in with that expectation, and came out a really happy girl :D (maybe I should do that for everything next time)

It was a really amazing exhibition, I guess if you are not a fan, you can just forget about going, because I think it would not impress you. lol So anyway, back to the amazing journey…

I brought Harry with me because I thought he would like to go see the exhibition, but most of the time he was stuffed back into my bag. LOL

So yes, we cam-whored like crazy outside the exhibition because you cannot take any when you enter which sucked. :( But outside, we saw the FLYING CARRRRR!!! it was like being in the movie, I went to touch the car because Daniel prob touched it too. :)))

So in the exhibition, you will actually get to see the real props they use in the film and its really amazing the details on the props and all the fantasy creatures, the work is just flawless!

After the exhibition, the best part for me has to be the shop, which I think I went alittle crazy, even after going to the shop, I continued shopping online. :p pictures at the bottom.

We got yummy chocolate frogs and funny jelly beans, you got the try it to feel the way we did. LOL

The Jelly beans came if flavours like vomit, bogger, rotten egg, soap, earthworm, soil and many other sick ones, I have a video of us trying the earthworm I will upload it later. :p

Of course I went home with many new things like a gryffindor hoodie, Harry’s Wand :D :D and a photo of us at the exhibition. :D

Joyce with her Harry Potter paperbag!

So here is what I bought:

1. A Hoodie

2. Harry’s Wand :D :D

3. Picture of Shu, Joyce and I at the exhibition

4. Time Turner (Noble Collection, Online[At Exhi: $120.00, Online: $49.00])

5. Golden Egg (Noble Collection, Online[At Exhi: $120.00, Online: $49.00])

6. Deluminator!!! (Noble Collection, Online <- they did not sell this there[$45.00])

I had so much fun, thanks Shu and Joyce for coming along, hope you guys had as much fun as I did. :D


Bye xoxo


Today was just such a horrible day for me, one of the worst in fact. I just feel really wronged and accused, I don’t enjoy being placed in these types of situations because it just makes the dynamics of everything very difficult.

No one knows that I am sitting in my room filled with tears because everyone is too busy with their life.

Yes my job is demanding, stressful, difficult and all but I love it. I am not complaining it’s just that this kind of job, it’s good to have people around you that supports you.

Eugene sat me down today after work to encourage me, and i really needed that, I just needed someone to tell me that it’s going to be okay, just push a little harder, I am always behind you. I needed that, I need him to just stand by me. I know God knew what I am going through and Eugene came to comfort me.

After doing my QT, this was what is said” I pray that his glorious, unlimited resources he will empower you with inner strength through his spirit”

all I can say is: God will give me strength to run this race.


What’s next?

After spending a week in Las Vegas, it just dawned on me on how much I’m missing out in the world. It was just an amazing experience to travel and to explore new places, try new food and meet amazing people.

I just feel so restricted in Singapore, everything is so systematic, controlled. I just want to break out of it. I keep questioning myself, what am I doing?

This sucks.

I really need to seek God’s guidance on this, I don’t know what is next in my life, how long can I be in this job and how long can I stay in Singapore?

I do love Singapore, it’s like my safety net but I also love traveling and doing new things in life.

It will be so nice to be in a place where you have the best of everything.

Guess only heaven will please me.

-I can’t sleep-


To my dearest Eugene,

Today taught me a lot about us.

I am so thankful for you and it shows me a lot how much you care and love me. I loved it when you said “we could have spend more time together” It was hard to hear but also comforting to hear. You have grown so much over the past few months and there is really a difference.

even though we have much to learn, i’m sure we can overcome it. Thank you for spending your evenings with me, even though it’s short but you never fail to always bring me home and always text and talk to me.

You would always give in to me which is really hard for any of the past guys to do, but you do it ever so faithfully.

There will always be an endless list for us to change, but if we do make it to the end of the journey today, we have so many years ahead of us. This is just the beginning to learn and the grow together. These first few months/years are tough but I believe as we move forward we can expect greater things.

I also know that there are many things to overcome but lets take step by step to make it across alright?

I love you, appreciate you, care and thankful to have you in my life.

you make me one happy girl


goodnight world


This picture is from an article called “The Rescuing Hug”. The article  details the first week of life of a set of twins. Each were in their  respective incubators and one was not expected to live. A hospital nurse  fought against the hospital rules and placed the babies in one  incubator. When they were placed together, the healthier of the two,  threw an arm over her sister in an endearing embrace. The smaller baby’s  heart stabilized and temperature rose to normal.

This picture is from an article called “The Rescuing Hug”. The article details the first week of life of a set of twins. Each were in their respective incubators and one was not expected to live. A hospital nurse fought against the hospital rules and placed the babies in one incubator. When they were placed together, the healthier of the two, threw an arm over her sister in an endearing embrace. The smaller baby’s heart stabilized and temperature rose to normal.