moving on faith

What’s next?

After spending a week in Las Vegas, it just dawned on me on how much I’m missing out in the world. It was just an amazing experience to travel and to explore new places, try new food and meet amazing people.

I just feel so restricted in Singapore, everything is so systematic, controlled. I just want to break out of it. I keep questioning myself, what am I doing?

This sucks.

I really need to seek God’s guidance on this, I don’t know what is next in my life, how long can I be in this job and how long can I stay in Singapore?

I do love Singapore, it’s like my safety net but I also love traveling and doing new things in life.

It will be so nice to be in a place where you have the best of everything.

Guess only heaven will please me.

-I can’t sleep-

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To my dearest Eugene,

Today taught me a lot about us.

I am so thankful for you and it shows me a lot how much you care and love me. I loved it when you said “we could have spend more time together” It was hard to hear but also comforting to hear. You have grown so much over the past few months and there is really a difference.

even though we have much to learn, i’m sure we can overcome it. Thank you for spending your evenings with me, even though it’s short but you never fail to always bring me home and always text and talk to me.

You would always give in to me which is really hard for any of the past guys to do, but you do it ever so faithfully.

There will always be an endless list for us to change, but if we do make it to the end of the journey today, we have so many years ahead of us. This is just the beginning to learn and the grow together. These first few months/years are tough but I believe as we move forward we can expect greater things.

I also know that there are many things to overcome but lets take step by step to make it across alright?

I love you, appreciate you, care and thankful to have you in my life.

you make me one happy girl

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so pretty

(Source: lexxnorm)

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goodnight world

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This picture is from an article called “The Rescuing Hug”. The article details the first week of life of a set of twins. Each were in their respective incubators and one was not expected to live. A hospital nurse fought against the hospital rules and placed the babies in one incubator. When they were placed together, the healthier of the two, threw an arm over her sister in an endearing embrace. The smaller baby’s heart stabilized and temperature rose to normal.

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lauren conrad

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HAHA

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Valentine’s Day

I got to spend my lovely evening with Eugene today :) It was really a very sweet day and Eugene really went all out to surprise me and to make the day amazing.

Work that day was as usual, normal work load and just lots of calls and emails to make, and finally it was time for lunch! so my whole office left for lunch, and once we were walking J’s phone rang and she picked it up only to sound super excited and all. I thought it was just something random. I did not suspect anything at this moment.

At lunch we were joined by G and she suddenly started saying “HAPPY? HAPPY?” at first I was confused but then I kinda suspected that Eugene did something sweet for me… and of course I’m right, he did. :)

He sent me a small bouquet of flowers and it had the sweetest note in it. I realized that I always seem to miss this mysterious flower delivery guy. On my birthday, he came when I left for work and when I left for lunch I see flowers on my desk. It was a very sweet gesture from Eugene. :D

So for Eugene, I got him a bunch of stuff and also rainbow cupcakes. :D

After work, we headed out for a very nice dinner and I did not know where i was heading until we cabbed to dempsey! We had a yummy dinner at Ps cafe. :D

Aiyo, the food was yummy and Eugene paid for everything. such a sweetheart :)

Dearest Eugene, thank you for being my best friend and always standing by my side. Thank you for being the strong christian in my life and I know we have our problems but we always seem to work it out. I am really glad that I got to spend this time with you.

you’re my valentine.

xoxo

<3 you

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need to update soon.

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roman :D

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a lifetime of realisation

Eugene and I went to the zoo and I have not been to the zoo in like 10 years! I was actually very excited the day before but then when the actual day came, everything just piled up between eugene and I think I guess I was really moody the whole day after that. well… that aside first.

Happy thoughts!

We took many pictures of all the cute little animals, was a little sad that the polar bears were gone! They used to be the first thing you see when you first step into the zoo. :( But anyway, we still got to see many animals!

cute little elephants :)

HAHA to the baboo’s butt. they are just so red I could not resist to take a picture of it. LOL

As the sun was shining, I was just getting moody by the minute. I think eugene was really trying hard to tolerate my moodyness. Thank you :)

Even though we fight, argue and all. I know how we feel for one another. It might always look like we are unhappy but deep down I am happy and now when I spend time with you I am always trying to teach myself how to be more patient with you, how to love you more and to understand you better.

Thank you for not giving up and holding on to me, even though I constantly push you away.

I love you :)

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I am really so thankful that God has blessed me with such an amazing job. He really made me stop and think of what is more important. He taught me that money is not important and that even though I am earning less, I am so much happier.

My department has really helped me become a faster learner in the events industry. I really love my department so much.

God has been so good and amazing, I also just got my confirmation letter today. :D God knows what is best for me.

Thank You Lord <3

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